and I feel so alone.
Finances here haven't been as easy as I have let on and I am in a bit of trouble and everything is falling apart. I'm scared.
My life used to be a fairy tale, but the truth is, HE made it that way. He shouldered the burden for our life and I let him. He made it so easy to love him, and I did. Oh, I did. But he took care of everything, he took care of me.
Even in death, he left me life. And I am going to lose it all. And I am scared.
Not only is there a lack of love in my life, but I am going to loose everything I have.
I try to have faith, I know... I KNOW God loves me and I know he cares for me, and I know he'll take care of me.
Lord I believe, help my unbelief.
