views and thoughts from a mundane and regular life

Finding Beautiful Things in My Everyday World

views and thoughts from a mundane and regular life


Monday, November 7, 2016

I am mercurial

and I feel so alone.

Finances here haven't been as easy as I have let on and I am in a bit of trouble and everything is falling apart.  I'm scared.

My life used to be a fairy tale, but the truth is, HE made it that way.  He shouldered the burden for our life and I let him.  He made it so easy to love him, and I did.  Oh, I did.  But he took care of everything, he took care of me.

Even in death, he left me life.  And I am going to lose it all.  And I am scared.

Not only is there a lack of love in my life, but I am going to loose everything I have.

I try to have faith, I know... I KNOW God loves me and I know he cares for me, and I know he'll take care of me.

Lord I believe, help my unbelief.

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